So today, I have been inspired to start a new.
It was a rough few years, I literally lost myself. Everything was this fog, wanting and losing my self all at the same time. Wanting for things to get better... Wanting for change and finally giving in to what is... What was. I did try telling myself to change, reach out.... Break down... Break through... Start being present... Start finding the good.... Start finding the can do. It took a lot, still find myself in that place occasionally. It took something so small to turn my life around..... Someone who believed in me, someone who really took the time to tell me I could be more.... She believed in me, picked me up, made me see more..... Only now I can see it.... Only now can I really believe that is what happened.
With that, she gave me the courage to let go and let GOD!
I still feel a little uncomfortable talking about my faith. I feel like its taboo to believe in this miracle of faith. What I can say is that I AM a believer in GOD, in the miracles of blessings... A true believer in faith. Yes, I believe in the greater powers.... To some it is the universe... Some believ in saints and the Gods, spiritual GODS.... To some there is none mad to some there is only one type of god. Whatever you believe ...What I can say, faith is just believing in something that is greater than yourself ... Something to help guide you. We all need something.
I need this something right now and will need it tomorrow and the next day and the next and so on.
Today.... I know that my faith will guide me, make me stronger, help me love more, help me worry less and lead me to greatness!
Here is to the something new tomorrow.... Here is to believing that miracles and blessings are coming my way!
